So I tried today.

I showered, put on a cute sweater, some hot jeans, my boots, and a belt.  I looked hot.

Looking good used to make me feel good, it just put a bounce in my step and put me in a better mood... it didn't work today.

I did get a couple of compliments, but for some reason it didn't change my mood or my outlook on the day.  I just felt blah.

I haven't been able to get my mind off a certain topic... which has put me in a perpetually bad mood.  I'm really hoping to be able to get some of the stuff off my chest and out of my mind tonight but I guess we'll see.

I'm sick of being bitchy and I'm out of ideas on how to change my state of being.